Me, Myself ‘N Me again

I kinda thought that I’d be better off by myself
I’ve never been so wrong before
You made it impossible for me to ever
Love somebody else
And now I don’t know what I left you for

See I thought that I could replace you
She can’t love me the way you do
‘Till now I never knew
Baby ….

I tried to tell myself that I’d be over you in a week or two
But baby that was ’bout a 2 years ago
I’ve never seen the word love so personified as I do with you
And that is why I just can’t let go, oh no

And I would only be fooling myself if I tried to
Believe there’s room for someone else in my heart
There ain’t no way I’m getting over you
I don’t know what I’ve been trying to prove
I’m hopeless, helpless when it comes to you

Come here, please hold my hand for now
Help me, I’m scared please show me how to fight this,
God has a master plan
And I guess
I am in his demand

Please stay until I’m gone
I’m here hold on to me I’m right here
Waiting

I see, a light it feels good
And I’ll come back soon just like you would
It’s useless, my name has made the list
And I wish, I gave you one last kiss

Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life

I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I would try
I wish I was honest
‘Cause
I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused, just mad
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let’s start over
Let’s start over

I’m sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
"I just don’t love you no more "

Remember the days I’ve no respect for you
And I miss you love
And I miss use love

because i need you more than you need me
because i want you more i know
And I miss you love
And I miss use love

Why do we need this
Who was it that said great things come to great men
Well that fucker lied to us
There’s nothing here but a wasteland
And I can still see the graves of the dead
But it’s useless
Most of us would rather sit
Than see this wound
That we have created
Lets not last the night
I’m sick and I’m tired of always being the good guy
Senseless and I’m not sure why
I’m not going to pretend that I know all the answers
Or all of the questions
Its got to be good for something
So we’ll chalk this and we’ll mount the dead
On the fireplace above right above our guilded heads
I’m sick and I’m tired of always being the good guy
Like sitting in the back seat
And boring me with your body
How many times can I say I’m sorry
And really mean it

Dirty Little Secret

Let me know that I’ve done wrong
When I’ve known this all along
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you’ve thrown away
Find out games you don’t wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

I’ll keep you my dirty little secret
(Dirty little secret)
Don’t tell anyone or you’ll be just another regret
(Just another regret, hope that you can keep it)
My dirty little secret

Who has to know
When we live such fragile lives
It’s the best way we survive
I go around a time or two
Just to waste my time with you

Tell me all that you’ve thrown away
Find out games you don’t wanna play
You are the only one that needs to know

Who has to know
The way she feels inside (inside)
Those thoughts I can’t deny (deny)
These sleeping dogs won’t lie (won’t lie)
And now I try to lie
It’s eating me apart
Trace this life out

Today we supposed to b3 havin CElebR4ti0n,for our 4th AnnIversaRy.but wE dont,coz we ALreaDy spliT UP…DaMn,why i sTIll rem3mber these thangs…th3 worst sHit that I just knew,she Talk shiT about me…she did iT behiND me,she supPosed to be NOt doin that kinDa shit.we h4d our WoRds to keep shitS to our self..buT the WOrds just Cam3 out FroM her MouTH…i Wanna c her F**kin fac3,face of a F**kin LIAR.i alwaYs cover H3r @ my FREnZ tellin thaT she is a GOOD persoN.instead of mockin HER @ my FrenZ i protect her….F**K…she DId it AgaiN…hatE her…but i can’t.i Stil F**kin care Ab0ut Her…..leT me Know if Ya readIN thiZ

can’t believe u had the nerve to say the things u said
they hurt so bad that they ended our relationship
i can’t believe it ..3 years go down the drain
oh how i wish things would of happened so differently …….

….u and i had many conversations on the telephone
talks about one day we having a place of our own
wake up in the morning and have breakfast ready on the table
but all of that just seems so far away from me
had to wake up face reality
it all just seem to good to be true after all you put me through ………

it’s fo’ sho……….damn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!