Hey, does anyone here love JAZZ ? Not, that car thing…It’s music genre, anyone ?
Cos i’ll look forward to it, this November 19th. People these days only wants RnB thing and stuffs.
To me all musics genre are great, but it depends my mood.
So, does anyone here want to go ? C’mon no need to shy 
Dear Blog,
Ordinary days seem so flawless, day by day seemed so fast.
And my life, will it grow better ? Or just standing here next to my failures.
When or where it ends ? Now or never ?
To be or Not To be ? Me or them ?
It sounds my mind play games with my head,eh ??
Fill my head with FAQ’s …
Eventhough i answer it,it will create another Q ?
When there is an action there will be a reaction …
I’m gettin more confused…
Weekend ……. is over.G, i actually need an extra off day.Im so damn tired,need to take a rest again. I want to watch another movie, coz i just bought 3 movies. All of ‘em are old movies, last nite i watched "chasing Liberty". not much entertaining but thats ok. got 2 left tho…….
I like movies like ‘when harry met sally’,'krammer vs krammer’,'a lot like love’ those all my favorite movies.like ‘em much,i like ‘em much coz they makin me laugh,smile,sad at the same time. wonderful actors and actress. salute for ‘em …
anyway this is my first day using the eye-glasses,after one day searching for it. i feel lil bit nerd wearing this. but gotta wear this coz ill get migrain if i dont use it.my eyes cant stand to see bright lights and the shiny sun……but,it quite works tho…
ciao ………………..
(with headache and lil bit throaty)…this day i just wanna sit tight on my chair,coz this damn flu really irritating. after this office hour i just want to go home earlier than go to sleep. my head so heavy and my throat so damn sick.
before i write this post,i just visited the "match-maker site",GOSH what am i doin ??i wasnt realised until i put my mail on it…gosh, im not that frustrate. eventhough the chicks quite good, but WTH ??? and then i decided to post this thing.
im listening to "LIONEL RICHIE - I Call It Love" that old man sings quite like a teenage. he’s great, not forget to mention his daughter and his daughter’s mate …i like those kinda lyrics,its a strong lyrics. and lately i also pay attention to RIHANNA,she’s also has a great voice.
but,there are few songs that became my NATIONAL ANTHEM. talking about my national anthems, i really love Daniel B. we used to play it and sing to it,ok thats enuf..mate.
hey,hope y’all reading my blog,eh ??k, c ya soon
Welcome to my ordinary days,when everything are supposed to be. no more surprise for the next month ,i hope so…cuz those surprises not at the good side,always came at the wrong side. today my head is so heavy need to take some rest,maybe this weekend i want to spend it with my fams. take a peek at the church,cooling down to erase some bad sectors on my brain.
some people just want to have fun at their weekend,i used to be.but now its a hard thing to have fun at the weekend.its better for me to calm down,sit down next to the cup of black coffee and a pack of A Mild. watching people go by and thinking "what am i going to do next?".usually my lil sista come along with me,she makes a good company by doing keep her mouth close.i love my sista a lot,she’s everything to me.she always care for me and ill do the same.
somthing different with this post,not much complains at this post…!
Not the first time,and wont be the last time. this time more fvcked up,hate to admit that this is the second time she did it to me….what the hell am i thinking ???that thing still stick up on her brain (someone reminds her) gosh !!!that was a year ago.and she still buying that crab…OMG, i thought she was the one for me —-but the truck was going my way and WHAMMM !!!!! keeping me awake from all these dreams.all these bullsh*ts ….
she thought that i would buying those sh*ts..WTF ??? Lord what am i supposed to do?just sit and wait ??im not that kinda person,who can sit arround like sh*t *ss muthafvcka … and i already said to her that this time i wont give up so damn ez-ly … but after second thought,what am i doin??this is totally wastin my time … duh …!!this is aint me !!
im still waiting tho…!!!waiting for someone that really GOT me…
Seems like everything i do is all wrong.never make something right.eventhough i try my best, i always fall and fall again. i dunno till how many times i should fall again. coz this getting me sick.
last time it wasnt my mistake.look,someone opened her heart,then i came in. and that was my mistake ??? tell me the right thing then ?? i knew she was wanting for mo’. but someone ended it up.yeah,perfect !!! im waiting for someone like that,whala….she was gone again.
she said that she fought bcoz of me with her boyfren….doh…..i knew that she didnt have any boyfren tho…i knew it from other person that calling after she sent me message,this person told me that her brother also made a move on her.but she turned him down.
all i’ve been thinkin is that is it really true that her best fren tellin her not to get along with me.coz she is in love with me tho…but i turned her down
whala,…….kinda confuse ??? well,you’re not the one tho.coz if i write down their names in this blog…i’ll be dead…
For you the one who telling me not to call u or send u message again,i just want to tell u somethin.
it goes like this.."Hey,i’ve been waiting for a gal like u,i’ve been waiting n searchin for 2 years.Why we cannot just get along?I need u gal.Gimme a chance tho …will ya ??u just cant let me down like this.Please…???"
For anyone who understand what im talkin about and read my blog please tell her that she should gimme a chance. btw, i dont give a shit…….
Restoring Jogja …
Our beautiful land…being tested by the Greatest Power.
It’s our turn to help ‘em, please don’t leave ‘em behind.
Maybe next time their turn to help us.
Maybe …
Their home are totally turn into small pieces …
Not only their things ruined, but it also break their spirit to move on.
I met the girl that,had managed to survive from the Tsunami at Aceh.
And tried to move on her life at Bantul, Jogja.
She had to taste the bitter of life once again.
When i met her, her body pale and shaky.
But she look liked wont give up that easily …
And once again she managed to stand up with her both feet
This is about a good lookin gal at my building.
She workin as secretary or front office or somthin..
never ask her tho…
And she’s makin me crazy (…she’s so HOT)
Everytime i passin’ over her office,
She always look at me in a different way.
I still wonderin if i could talk to her in a minute.
But, dont have any courage to do that thing.
And i’m wonderin also if she has the same feelin like the way i do.
Her small lips and those eyes makin me twisted.
Should i ask her name or maybe ask her for a dinner ?
Gosh….but dont tell her i got someone else 
Just expanding my network tho …
Extra choices at the end …
Put comment if ya readin this sh*t …. !!!! Need comment tho….!!!
This morning i had a dream …
I was dreamin of a gal …
Gal that i’ve been searchin …
G…She was so …fly high
She has the perfect skin,smile,eyes,lips …
But too bad couldnt taste it …
I wish that dream would come thru …
But …
Her long hair touched my skin …
Her lips reached my lips …
Her body crawlin on me …
Pushed me to do somthin …
Her tongue teased me …
Her hands all over me …
Begged me to hold her tight …
Gosh …
It looks like that i’ve been missin somthin …
Somthin that … i’ve never taste it for so long …
Or it just my subconscious …?
Am i missin somthin … ?
I am missin somthin …
This dream twisted me …
If only …
Wish i could wit her,want her so bad !!!
DAMN…MISS U MUCH
I know i’ve been a jerk all the time
Imma big time loser
Just dont want to see u walk away from me …
BAkuraBYta COkuraMEta HOkuraMEta
Ikurata NEkuraEDta YOkuraUta
ALkuraWAYSta
